Teusday Morning Blues

i wear a black skirt without panties.
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i like the idea of easy access.
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i think about the grains of sand
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i let slip through my finger tips
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they could have become glass.
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pizza and beer at 11:00am
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and Aerosmith continues to play
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the fire in the living room cracks and roars.
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i think of the man i could have had
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dating 25 years past my 20
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and i wonder what it would have been like.
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i sit in bed sick as a dog
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because love has forgotten me.
(3-31-09)